June Playlist

So I said every month I would put up a new playlist............oops. I do have June's Playlist. I am sorry that Aprils playlist did not work to well. I am using a new website and they do not make it easy to upload music.

Anyway here is June's playlist!!(: I hope you enjoy it!


http://8tracks.com/eleutheromania99/june-playlist

Until Next Time,
Grace(:

April's Playlist

So since I'm a little addicted to music I made a playlist for April. This has all the songs I've been addicted to this month. It's a lot. Every month hopefully I'll upload a new playlist. I hope you like this one. I have different taste in music depending on how I feel....

Here is the link to my Spotify Playlist. It's labeled April.

https://play.spotify.com/user/eleutheromania99/playlist/2jxrsOwrTM6nCssZmQ0cOo

Until Next Time
Grace(:

That friend

So we all that attention getting person. The person that just attracts attention everywhere and you just feel like one of their "fans".

Well that person is my best friend. I hate her at times, but most of the time I love her. She posted a picture of her doing a handstand with one arm. I have a couple problems with this..

1. Everyone was freaking out and thinking she's just so amazing. 

2. I can do that. I was trained to do that. Like handstands, back tucks, layouts, etc. I trained on doing that for 5 years....

3. Her form wasn't even good. It doesn't even look cool. She took a video of her doing that and then screen shot the picture she wanted. After she did that she fell. I know this because she can't even do a regular handstand. 

So there's my issues with that post. If I posted a picture of that people would think its stupid an blah blah blah. I just don't understand the big deal. Like wow you can do a handstand with one hand. Cool...to bad I did that when I was 8. I'm probably over reacting but seriously!! We all have this friend. 

Until Next Time, 

Grace(: 

Selfies

Lets just discuss Selfies. People take these pictures of themselves and post it on the internet. Sometimes they are good and sometimes they are like why did you post that?! Are you blind?! Some pictures look blurry and not good and thats the camera not the person. 

Then theres copying self style. Like taking them up above you to look skinny, then everyone does the same. 

Then theres the inspirational quote. Like really. Or a song lyric. Why did you decide then to write an inspirational quote with a picture of you doing duck face. Like wow thanks for ruining the quote?! Or why the quote? Why do you feel the need to share that?! I'm not trying to be mean to the people to do this, I'm honestly wondering why you put the quote. 

Then there is the selfie with a friend. Okay so you took a picture of you AND another person. It is not a selfie anymore so stop calling it one! 

Then were's the slang. Like doe, bae, ily, crap like that. Do we really need to make babe a shorter word? And doe? Like whats a doe? Its a deer..but I don't want to be called a deer. Or hoe. Girls call each other their hoe. If I called you a hoe you would get offended and WWIII would start but you call your friends that?! Confusing?! 

Well that my speech on selfies. If I offended anyone that was not my intention. I don't post selifes becuase I feel really ugly so there for I don't take part in this. I post stuff with my friends. 

Until Next time, 

Grace(: 

To Cate

This is a message to my sister. 

Suicide isn't a sin. It's also not always the answer. Before you think about doing it count how many years you've been alive. Then think of all the years you could live. Life is up and down. Some days are better than the others but you need to find hope to push to the next day. It isn't easy now and maybe it won't be but sometimes you have to struggle. I'm not going to say some inspirational quote. But look for hope in the future and go towards that. Don't get stuck in the past. 

People are hard to figure out. I would say you can't trust them but thats a lonely life. To get better you have to find you're own way. You have to push to find yourself. This is something YOU have to do. No one came make you find yourself. Every good thing is a part of you and so is every bad part. Find yourself and understand you before you understand others. Understanding other is hard. Until you know them you can't come close to  understanding them. People hide things. Know that. People hide things and you won't figure it out, maybe. 

Life is hard but find the good stuff in it. Push towards yourself. Push towards the future. 

Until next time

Grace(: 

P.s Sorry this was depressing but I needed to get it out there 

Music

There's a quote thats says something like "music is the words we can't express."

I've never heard a more truer quote than that. It just fits. Have you founds songs you are addicted to. Its hard to not listen to or get out of your head. 

The best songs are the ones that capture you. The best songs are the ones that make you want to dance. The best songs are the ones that make you cry. The best songs help you figure something out. The best kind of music is the kind that you connect to. You can love country, heavy metal, pop, hip hop, anything. But you love it because you connect to it. I'm not trying to sound creepy, but its the flipping truth. Its something you love and thats important. 

Music is a huge part of my life. I hate silence. I constantly crave for a noise. I love the radio. It fills the silence. I listen to my music and go to a different world. Its like getting high but on your music. If you've never been lost in your music you are missing out of life. I hope you share my love for music because it a huge part of my life. 

Until Next time, 

Grace(: 

School

Ugggg! Thats how I explain school. I'm all honors classes this year. People say its suicide to try and do that, but I'm alive. Its like you are floating in school. The school work is the water and you trying to stay afloat. Well right now my head is bearly over the water. I feel like I'm sinking but I can't do anything. Its like I'm struggling to stay afloat. My grades don't show it but I am slowly drowning in the work. 

Waking up at 6 is not fun. I know I shouldn't be complaining because some people have to wake up earlier....but oh well. Let me tell you it sucks! Especially for the ones who can't sleep at night. I fall asleep at 12 and wake upthrough the   night sometimes. Its terrible!! 

Buses.....are also terrible. They smell funny. You are forced to sit with someone who you might not know. Maybe some people like the bus, but i've always had a bad experince on the bus. 

What hell look like. This is my bus. I'm like the last stop.